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"In life you must believe in something: I believe that soon I'll have a beer."

Anonymous

Mind not know right size compared to the surrounding environment. Whether it prehistoric forest or comfortable apartment, mind does not matter, still works following his survival program. Turn on or turn off the sense of need, which gives rise to the stimulus, which moves body. Even if all goes well, will make him feel unhappy, unfulfilled, scared, lacking, needy, will provide new insights, new opportunities will show, a younger wife, new achievements, ideals.

Mind activate the body, wresting it from the state of contentment and serenity as possible, while to make its programming. Mind deceive itself because it is part of its program, create illusory self and justify the actions that otherwise would not make sense. mind does not recognize the state of peace continued, although he lives. He can not lie down, reclining in his nature is to be vulnerable, to die. A state of continuous relaxation of mind is actually a sign of abandonment or renunciation of life. Those who live this state of apathy, the reality of being, not a man at peace, but a loser. Mind has decided not to take action.

"To enter into the secret of the first things you need to abandon them."

Simone de Beauvoir

is approaching a beautiful woman, body is energized, change, and thank goodness! A danger, scream, run, fight, if I do not react the end. One effort, the body produces adrenaline and allows me to support it. I accept the reaction, I just, proportionate, by the organs of the body .

I have a problem, I'm worried, anxious, no peace nor do I fall asleep. This time I do not accept the reaction of brain. But perhaps this is not a reaction, logic, proportion by a body of the body? As the arms are raised, without the intervention of consciousness , to protect myself from an opponent raises his brain barrier solutions. The concern that keeps me awake is the same mechanism responsive action. The same ten thousand years ago, when sleep was to be caught and destroyed.

"Mind and body have the immense power to accept things as they are, both pleasant and unpleasant."

Shunryu Suzuki-roshi

I wanted to distinguish absurdly mind and body , separate them, ask them to act different. I want body reacts and mind is quiet. But brain and body are one. Brain and body, body and brain. Both follow the only possible logic, that of the body, reactivity. not stupid reaction, but built by master hand, intelligence, infused by the person who created the body and left that for thousands of years if they have perfect features. Intelligence that I live but I can not even dream of understanding.

Reactivity able to simulate its creativity, so be aware of oneself and one's need of stimulus to create the illusion of self to allow herself to stimulated , motivate, activate. If I were aware of my reaction, if I could control it, ceased to seek stimuli, it would be useless, the illusion would fall. mind would free itself. Lacking the means to stimuli did not activate. Mind needs that I believe to be creative. Only then can take action, fight me, believe, move, act. Mind need that illusion to be maintained.

are not built to live without illusion. I could not.

Radio without battery, car-free fuel, refrigerator without electricity: a man without illusion. I have no ability to survive without illusion, to accept my nature. Illusion is pushed to the fight, the future, empty goal but that allows me to walk. And mind until I activate, for whatever reason, can be survival. Without illusion my mind, not prepared, you will see only the daily struggle to live, to procreate, seek reasons for living. Inorridirà.

are not built to see the reality beyond the illusion of me.

I do not know the reality of this life. I want money, freedom, sea, mountains, women, children, ideals, spirituality, all that life has to offer, but not the truth. I do not want to think about. The reality of this life can not interest me, I would not be able to survive. I want the illusion. I want to live happy, love, success, success. I want to talk politics, economics, sports, love, children, homes, food, ideal, poetry, war, revolution, violence, including, but not me, not mind. As long as I speak and I shall pay attention to what is outside me, I'll be safe. I just want things to go as I will. They are not built to live in truth. I could not bear it.

"Man is born, suffers and dies."

Zen saying

I think the owner of body, but body escapes me, ages, gets sick, is not how I want. Master of mind, and mind proceed without my consent, chose her thoughts, refuses to follow me, assist me. Master of the world and others, but others disappoint me, live, love, decide without me. I do not want to be a guest, I want to control. Guest of my body, mind , the land on which to walk, my children do not respect me, parents who do not appreciate me, of this nature that lives and breathes without me. I want to lead, to be there. I want to change the world, my world.

But I can not. It's never how I want.

not want to suffer. But suffering is the survival mechanism, not the obstacle to survival. Suffering pass. Unless same mind, decides to disrupt the reaction that is suffering, ruminating about pain, failure, the shame. If you do not accept suffering the reactive process will not end. Could last for a lifetime. If I accept what is , my pain, failure, failure, then the reaction mind will run on time.

not accept the reactivity, look for the control of what is uncontrollable, not having confidence in the mechanisms of body, the mind means to force me to suffering, deception, disappointment final.

"You see only what is observed, and we observe only that which already exists in the mind."

Alphonse Bertillon

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How long is that I do not write in this blog? Have been taken, very busy. It 's a real shame because I like to write, it relaxes me ..

However, updates ...

Just finished my week in London dedicated to the bureaucracy. Writing to the Small Infant School (the first two years of primary school) which will begin in three years, but being a private institution with long lists, it was necessary to protect themselves in time. All the practices carried out for myself, from health to live. Follow-up work restructuring at home, in practice, I and my family have lived in two rooms, the others have been populated by ruddy Romanians who work with hammers in the pockets ... I felt like the movie "Straw Dogs" in certain moments, the faces were not the most reassuring. And you know, in a home run also not overdressed ... it's normal, I think.

It 's almost certain that Sexsax accept a job in Rio, which most likely will keep him busy for a year or two. This implies a state of chaos for the whole family. I do not think about moving, or rather, not permanently. Very soon we will do an inspection without children, especially to find an apartment that is big enough for everyone. We will do a little 'to swing, a bit 'to come and go, but given the flight hours, the idea of \u200b\u200btransfer has touched me and continues to brush her all the time. Little that is mainly because they have small age that allows them to move without creating imbalances school. However I do not think I could move the first six to eight months.

Returning to London a week quite boring because of the chores which I mentioned, I did a few laps, however, cultural and alcohol with my friends and I spent two or three evenings rocking, despite my status as a mother ( I enjoy it more now than when I was 20 .. indeed, what a drag when I was 20 ...).

Sexsax Saturday morning before dawn and took the bike he went to Scotland, a business meeting and suddenly very important. Because of this he renounced marriage better than it has been celebrated ever-after marriage and the most fun of all his life (and mine). Also on Saturday, I reached my friend Betty and Boh Ale'mpossble, my brother is still in London for work, while my buddy is back in Florence on Sunday, with me.

We, as they say in Florence, thrown away Saturday night. And this week I had the honor of meeting the manager (a friend of Sexsax) of one of the coolest rooms in London, where I and M Lord we took a Ciucca incredible (he claimed to be the great grandson of Churchill and I think who still is convinced ...).

I site in the history of the encounter between the Lord and not revenge V M, combined meeting five years ago by me ... just that I can never finish it.

now are in Florence, I came back Sunday night with a little 'of melancholy, a strange sense of alienation. I am a nomad, always have been. In fact, we're both my husband and two nomads, but I am afraid that at this point in our lives, a bit 'of calm and stability would not hurt. Okay, while he remained in London, I am in Florence and probably in the next two years we will live in London, Stavanger and Rio.

stability comes, sooner or later.

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PART THREE - PART TWO

" In nature nothing is deformed, only the mind is evil."

William Shakespeare

We said that mind is reactive, not creative.

I was offended, mind remembers the episode, I try to forget, calm down, I can not. I am concerned, there is nothing to worry about, mind but goes on to suggest hypotheses, solutions, phrases, excuses. Even at night, in dreams. There is no reason, everything is fine, there's really nothing to be anxious, but I am. I do many things, time is enough but I am afraid of not succeeding. I am restless. I should not but I can not quiet.

I try to distract myself, I watch TV, walk, do sports, breath deeply, meditate, drink, talk too much or I lock myself in myself. Seeking to calm down. If mind was creative, to cancel the event, concern, re-would create the event in different ways, evoke new thoughts and emotions, I could mind if it was creative and had my , obey. I can not. I have to force myself to get a little 'peace, or distract, stun me.

Why mind reacts so, why not listen to me?

I have to beg for a return to calm through effort, concentration, distraction, breathing, meditation, a walk, groped to react differently mind, calm it, to convince subside. I can not do more. Does not obey, respond, was created for this. It is not under my control and can not be.

If you obey the mind, my species is already extinct.

If mind was under my control, the survival mechanism that houses it would be stifled. I would live quiet, contented, relaxed, happy, satisfied with life, from what I have and what it is. mind wants me instead anxious, worried, ambitious, never sated, never satisfied or happy. You want me to use my energy, forces, capabilities in the search for happiness that shows the image but that does not allow access.

A mind not care about my happiness. What is important is my survival.

Mind wants to keep me alive, make me react to situations, the environment, wants me worn out activities and concerns of frustrated desires, ambitions and hopes disappointed, because this is the best survival strategy that human nature can devise. Until mind have this reaction, in an environment that is and has always been hostile, abusive, with limited resources, with traps and dangers lurking, my survival will be.

A mind no matter if you never find peace, serenity, happiness. It is programmed to find them, but to make me look. Even if it were immersed in a sea of \u200b\u200bexcitement, is scheduled to keep me alive through the stimulation and the search continues. Riprodurmi and keep me alive in an environment (the original) in which not all survive, and not all playing. Maybe times have changed, mind but no. She is one of ten thousand years ago, is the model on which I built. That 's what I am.

" The meaning of life is to have fun with life."

Milan Kundera

The mechanism of denial of happiness that torments me, restlessness, dissatisfaction, searching for meaning in life, something has to be Adam has all the my ancestors to survive and procreate. I do not know if they have ever been happy, but I can guarantee that they survived and they had sex. Mind has fulfilled the primary function. Activating all the senses, resources, continuously, relentlessly, always reacting, dragging body where it wants, has been able to cope with a perpetually hostile environment, dangerous. It has allowed me to come to the world, preventing that my genetic line was blown away by nature averse even before I was born.

If mind is creative, not reactive, would not hold the challenges of survival.

creative mind would have asked why a life like the original one, its meaning. He would not have stood the challenge of pain, death, fatigue, privation. reactive mind offered survival. But I do not accept, I want to be different. I want control over myself, the reality in which I live, I want to channel my energy at will and achieve goals, not understanding mind.

not understand, do not accept, is the source of the effort to live, misunderstanding and pain.

not mind cause of suffering. Maybe not even mind deception. Suffering is not to accept what the mind is , illusion. You see the problems, failure, failures, when in reality there are only mechanisms that simply do not understand. You believe more body, which includes mind. E 'to go against the same original pilot that creation has added body, in me, who guides and directs.

" I" am the guest who has not understood to be. body is a wonderful gift, complete. The intervention of "me" is often just gets in the way in body and mind , not help.

" Men argue, nature acts."

Voltaire

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